Heavy Weight (feat. Lil Jahari) Video (MV)

Heavy weight on my shoulders just like a shoulder pad
A lot of pain in my eyes they red like a rash
A lot of people done crossed me like they Steve Nash
Life done drove me so crazy I'm trying not to crash
Cuz I done came too far just to give it up
It feels like no matter what it's never enough
I prayed for quarters back to back just like Andrew Luck
They always said the strongest people always had it rough
Could never talk about my problems built up anger and aggression
It got so bad that I quit showing love and affection
Was a young nigga felt just like a old nigga stressing
No cap the doctors tried to diagnose me with depression
Was on medication for real
Most don't know how it feels
I ain't chose this life i live
I just played the cards they dealt
Barely could sleep waking up from cold sweats and all
I ain't saying that to brag I wasn't proud at all
Just like Chris brown my mind was bouncing from wall to wall
This pain so deep man it felt like I was cut by a saw
Cuz my ex f*cked another niggga my heart been cold
That's why nobody can fully have me I'm a rental
Cuz you can play an ace of spades but you can't play with heart
Cuz you can't fix it when it's broken it ain't got no parts
Feels like I'm in a race for time just like Mario Kart
I used to pray I could live better just like Walmart
Heavy weight on my shoulders just like a shoulder pad
A lot of pain in my eyes they red like a rash
A lot of people done crossed me like they Steve Nash
Life done drove me so crazy I'm trying not to crash
Cuz I done came too far just to give it up
It feels like no matter what its never enough
I prayed for quarters back to back just like Andrew Luck
They always said the strongest people always had it rough
They drag my name through the mud they never could tackle it
Got this rap shit on a string like i been on some aglet shit
Twelve know I ain't gone talk so ain't no point of asking him
Never supposed to question god but i still ask with him
They don't wanna see me balling so they goal tending
I treat this music like my shoes u put my soul in it
Big cuz a master with them p's he ain't got no limit
I'm sending wishes up to heaven but I don't know Timmy
But I gotta keep this shit solid
I put drugs in my body
I know it could've killed me but this pain was more violent
Gotta carry my niggas but no I ain't maria
And I gotta keep this heat because I know these streets are fire
Like my dawgs ran away they never coming home
I sit down and write about pain so I Know I'm wrong
And I don't hit that weight room so it's hard to stay strong
The neighbors know this choppa name cuz it sings like Trey Songz
Heavy weight on my shoulders just like a shoulder pad
A lot of pain in my eyes they red like a rash
A lot of people done crossed me like they Steve Nash
Life done drove me so crazy I'm trying not to crash
Cuz I done came too far just to give it up
It feels like no matter what its never enough
I prayed for quarters back to back just like Andrew Luck
They always said the strongest people always had it rough