I've been my head
I feel like I've been dead for all these years
All these years
Although it is the end
I'm weighed down by these sins from all these years
All these years
It's been so many years
I've been living life with lotta fears
It's been so long since I've been feeling real
I spent so long wallowin up in my feels
I've been so numb I can't even f*cking feel
I've been so yeah numb I can't even say
That I feel good like any f*cking day
And the sins of my past weighing down on me
And I see all them demons they surrounding me
They surrounding me
They surrounding me
They surrounding me
I've been in this world for too long
I've been my head
I feel like I've been dead for all these years
All these years
Although it is the end
I'm weighed down by these sins from all these years
All these years
I've been my head
I feel like I've been dead for all these years
All these years
Although it is the end
I'm weighed down by these sins from all these years
All these years
Ive been all alone
You don't even know
I've kept my heart closed
I will not be exposed
I cannot let you closer
I cannot take exposure
I can't let you get far
I gotta let you know that
I feel there is a moment
When you become a god
The feelings getting closer
The moment is approaching
I'm becoming a god
I'm becoming a god
I'm becoming a god
I'm becoming a god woah