Lil JJ Reynolds - Psycho Lyrics

I was born with anger inside a small pod
My only wish was to disintegrate the devil's rod
With a memory of me trapping him like jack in the box
For the pain to emasculate him 'til his balls drop
I'm like a parasite that never likes to socialize
Prevented suicide by writing from an early demise
That would of been on the part of my conclusions
Of when the curse cursed my life to grow a nuisance
Inside my brain that's confused in this world of confusion
My heart is suffocating in this toxic pollution
Solutions are defective in this cold living
I'm on a mission to demolish all my demons from flipping switches
Inside me, cause I'm twisted with vulnerable feelings
That are meant to cause hurt on this earth, since birth
I was disrespected, treated like piss on a shirt
Now my condition's much worse as a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho, psycho, psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho, psycho, psycho
I'm like a ghost with the heart of a clumsy beast
That had sex with insomnia to never love sleep
My brain lit a flame on the deep, sad beats
To replay the records of when my brain had beef
With pain that would lease happiness away from me
I had no future for my mindset to chase after money
If it included complications and frustrations
With no baler to throw mistakes in that I was making
I was evil behind my own creations
Inside my story that was deeper than an ocean invasion
They call me nuts cause I'm not what they're expecting
I call 'em blind cause their vision doesn't fit with my message
It's like I'm meant to decompose, before I explode
Is this the future for satan or has he been in control?
I'm paranoia with depression that is taking a toll
Now my condition's much worse as a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho, psycho, psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho, psycho, psycho
Voices love taunting me and my mental state
But it wasn't noticed cause outside of me was filled with the hate
That I had for people and society that's full of disgrace
What will it take to find the key to free the peace from the cage?
I felt the same, like an prisoner that lived on the edge
Fighting series of battles inside a single head
That's been repeatedly damaged, but couldn't put into words
Of what to say to call for help, without being a burden
Or without the people thinking that you seek attention on purpose
And when it's all said and done, will the ending be worth it?
Despite anxiety telling you that you didn't deserve it
So you can spend eternity feeling worthless
Next to a mic with no fans to hear your inner thoughts
Then reminiscing on the times when you didn't talk
The body's there but not the spark for you to let go
Of what would turn your lonely brain into a psycho, (Ah)
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho, psycho, psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho
I'm a psycho, psycho, psycho