Weight On My Shoulders Video (MV)

Ya, life has been a toll that I've been paying down the road
All the struggles from it's impact would bash me in the skull, oh
Heart's been turning cold, my soul is feeling low
The world is huge but it's small for the loners, I got nowhere to go
Broker than a broker that is broke from paying dues
Gaining misery to a point, where I have nothing left to lose
Breaking rules from my demeanor, finding truth with my demeanor
My demeanor is meaner, I call her, "Demeanor Christina", uh
Voices in my head telling me to piss on any help that people give me
And that thought is risking me and my health
Lord please forgive me, If I commit some sins, while hypnotized
Mind's been busy, plotting on a million ways of how to die
I'm dying slowly if you watch closely
Too many phonies invading my privacy, but still they fail to know me
Saving for all the strength to let go of the
Weight on my shoulders
Holding too much weight on my shoulders
On my shoulders, oh
Life is overweight
Cause I'm holding on it's weight on my shoulders
On my shoulders, shoulders
Life's been doing the most
Life and death is in front of me, now, which way do I go
For me to clear my mind?
Depression's been heavy, deep inside of my mind
It's been holding me back and been wasting my time
I feel so left behind
Always been alone, fighting battles on my own
If you knew me, you'll know that how I roll, roll
Life is so unfair, that's why no one wants to care
I'm used to being treated so poorly, oh-ooh-oh
I'm holding too much weight, too much weight
Why can't I catch a break? Cause life is fake
I'm losing so much faith, God, don't close the gate
Cause death is getting closer, uh
Getting close to the end with my wits end
This world is so sickening with all it's sins
And it repeats when it spins, here we go again
Too much weight on my shoulders
Holding too much weight on my shoulders
On my shoulders, oh
Life is overweight
Cause I'm holding on it's weight on my shoulders
On my shoulders, shoulders