Heaven only one mile away
If I don't make it to this casket I could risk it all today
They don't understand my pain so all is left for me to pray
I been in & out of breaks, like there's no room for me to stay
I turnt my back, I could've sworn I seen a lot of things
Opened my eyes & leaned back, I had soo many dreams
I turnt my back, I could've sworn I seen a lot of things
Opened my eyes & leaned back, I had soo many dreams
See I, never seen a dime, unless I got it by myself
I had to watch my own back, I couldn't find nobody else
I wanna, make it to the top I can't hold back from nothing else
See ima, ride my own wave I cannot be nobody else
Death cross my mind on a daily, I start thinking bout my people
Inside I'm hurt, I can't divide, it ain't no way I could be equal
Ion mean no harm, don't wanna hurt no one
My mental could be lethal, broken hearted i'm no demon
Niggas saying that i'm evil
I don't speak on how I feel, cause nobody understands
I wonder who would I be, if my father gave in
Hurt all around, when you heartbroken, ain't no way you could pretend
If I got locked outside the house, I know they wouldn't let me in
Heaven only one mile away
If I don't make it to this casket I could risk it all today
They don't understand my pain so all is left for me to pray
I been in & out of breaks, like there's no room for me to stay
I turnt my back, I could've sworn I seen a lot of things
Opened my eyes & leaned back, I had soo many dreams
I turnt my back, I could've sworn I seen a lot of things
Opened my eyes & leaned back, I had soo many dreams
I live my life without no rules, won't let me play me like a fool
I'll hit the cut & smoke a blunt before I make it to the school
Afraid to cry, Ill hold it in, I tend to play it like it's cool
Safe inside, so i'm humble, its so much that I could lose
They claim they real, deep inside I know they fake
I make sure they all eat, that everybody gotta plate
Love me now, if you wait later, by the time it's gone be late
Same niggas doubted me, the same niggas in my face
Knowing what I did it was wrong, I can't stop, keep going on
I been, so in my feelings, so I came up with this song
Quit my job told myself that I can't work for no one else
Don't need nobody for a loan,when I can get it by myself
Heaven only one mile away
If I don't make it to this casket I could risk it all today
They don't understand my pain so all is left for me to pray
I been in & out of breaks, like there's no room for me to stay
I turnt my back, I could've sworn I seen a lot of things
Opened my eyes & leaned back, I had soo many dreams
I turnt my back, I could've sworn I seen a lot of things
Opened my eyes & leaned back, I had soo many dreams