I felt my self fall the bottom
I'm tryna get outta my problems
Tryna let go this stress but it's hard
Everybody be hearting my heart
Had to hold my head up through the bull shit
Bitches thinking I Love em through wit it
Told my self why the f*ck am I doing this Had to get off my ass I can't ruin this
I said what I said these nighas be hating they wanting me dead
The times gettin hard I just lay in my bed and think how to better my self ass man
Niggas just don't understand
You not with the winning u not in my plan
I do what I want cause know that I can
When I be stressed out I don't pop me xan
When niggas be hurt they go straight to the drugs
Just stop all the drugs and spread all the love
Forgiveness come straight from the man from above, told mama I got her then give her a hug
Stop judging how People just take care they' life
Stay downing them knowing that shit is not right
My mind is not right but I still gotta fight
My family fell off tryna keep it so tight
My cousin came back from Atlanta with nothing
I Told him it's good Man You gotta keep trucking
He thru it with bitches I told em don't love em, they not about loyalty then u say f*ck em
He going so crazy he know that I care
When I was so down he the only one there
And plus my auntie but she laying in peace
I cannot Live on with pain I can't keep
This shit is so hard man I cannot even sleep
My uncle just died and it hit me so deep
Lost so many people it hit me so deep
Been thinking on that shit that a hit me so deep
Ahead you nighas I didn't even peep
These legends keep dieing it's rip peep
Start rapping when g herbo dropped pistol P
I be tryna get a taste of the good life
Felt my self doing wrong tryna get right
Can't go in to the dark cause I Found light
When I go into the dark man I feel fright
Never scared of a nigga heart over height
Watch out for the snakes man they gone bite
Watch out for the snakes man they gone bite
Im So sick and tired of these lies
I'm so sick and tired of the cries
And I saw her love through my eyes
Man im putting my love in disguise
I became so strong and so wise
Tryna be just the best I can be
Been taking these walks with the pain in my feet
This shit hit deep and I hope you can see now they envy me
I felt myself fall to the bottom
I'm tryna get out of my problems
Tryna let go this stress but it's hard
Everybody be hurting my heart
Had to hold my head up through the bull shit
Bitches thinking I love em I'm though with
Told myself why the f*ck am I doing this
Had to get of my ass I can't ruin this
I felt myself fall to the bottom
I'm tryna get out of my problems
Tryna let go this stress but it's hard
Everybody be hurting my heart
Had to hold my head up through the bull shit
Bitches thinking I love em I'm though with
Told myself why the f*ck am I doing this
Had to get of my ass I can't ruin this
Had to get off my ass I can't ruin this
Told my self why the f*ck am I doing this