How many times
How many times
Do I need to try
To reach out to you
I just wanna die
How many times
Do I need to try
To reach out to you
I just wanna die
I can't stand it
It's like you f*cking planned it
You built me up
And then you left me stranded
I needed your love
Not your disdain
You treated me like I need to be slain
I'm not a monster
I'm sick in the head
I hate these addictions
I'd rather be dead
How many times
Do I need to try
To reach out to you
I just wanna die
I need you
To see my face
Please just don't
Turn away
How many times
Do I need to try
To reach out to you
I just wanna die
I need you
To see my face
Please just don't
Turn away
I f*cked this all up
I know that that's true
I let a demon
Tell me what to do
If I could go back
And change what I did
Maybe we'd still be in love
At home with the kid
He ruined our life
He destroyed our love
He taught me how
I should never trust
How many times
Do I need to try
To reach out to you
I just wanna die
I need you
To see my face
Please just don't
Turn away
How many times
Do I need to try
To reach out to you
I just wanna die
I need you to
See my face
Please just don't
Turn away
How many times
How many times