Lil Lxst - Lost Myself. Lyrics

I thought I had it all together but this is for you I'm sorry that I lost myself
I know you seen and notice I haven't been myself
Put the blame be happy with someone else
I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you I've been in hell
Yeah
Been in hell
I swear everything I said wasn't a act or fake
I mean every single little thing I said and will say
My love for you will never ever be able to fade
Yeah won't fade
I'm sorry shit turned out to be this short sad way
I never intended to hurt you or have your feelings played
It ain't like that and it will never be that way
Yeah
That way
I felt for you girl
You was
My whole
World yeah world world oh
I thought I had it all together but this for you I'm sorry that I lost myself
Never faked my feelings for you and I never will
If only I could express how much this shit really kills
If only you could understand how I really feel
Yeah
Really feel
Blame it on me we both know it's my damn fault
I can't express how much I loved you more than a lot
When you need me I'm here don't hesitate to call
Yeah to call
I'm forever going to be here to pick you up when you fall
When I said I love you I meant my words I swear to you all
Yeah
I can't feel
No I lost myself
Once again no