Lil Mazzi - Proud Lyrics

Dmac on the f*cking track
Mazzi
I want you to be proud of me
My problems come constantly
These visions been haunting me
My bro said I'm a prodigy
I got mixed personalities
Push away but subconsciously
Sorry can't do apologies
I need time of some quality
I can tell you stories about the problems that I face but some things you just gotta see
I listen to these voices and they take it all out of me
And my moods change a lot but I hate showing that side of me
All I want is your honesty why can't you be proud of me

I need me some lovin'
Been going through it lately told them bring all the drugs in
Them thoughts been coming back I start to change all of a sudden
Been look at this life shit differently
Since my cousin
Like this shit don't mean nothing
What more do you want from me I hate judgement
Just want to be somebody to keep it a hundred
Don't need no company my hearts full of nothing
Look what I'm becoming
I can't cry at no funerals I done ran out of pain
I trapped myself in a cubicle and here I'll remain
Im in and out of the studio just to empty my brain
It's crazy how I loved you the most and you ain't feel the same

I want you to be proud of me
My problems come constantly
These visions been haunting me
My bro said I'm a prodigy
I got mixed personalities
Push away but subconsciously
Sorry can't do apologies
I need time of some quality
I can tell you stories about the problems that I face but some things you just gotta see
I listen to these voices and they take it all out of me
And my moods change a lot but I hate showing that side of me
All I want is your honesty why can't you be proud of me

Gon' still get it anyway and stack it in many ways
I can go hustle any day can rumble in any weight
Know the greatest get plenty hate them niggas gon imitate
I dont give a f*ck anyways
'Cause as I'm getting older I'm getting closer
Told my niggas that one day we'll be riding around with shofars
I got ptsd that turned me to a stoner
Coach told me to ice the pain so my heart getting colder
Running from my demons I been looking for closure
Angels watching us I just wish they were closer
The toughest battles always given to the strong soldiers
But I still look for ways to make you smile cause

I want you to be proud of me
My problems come constantly
These visions been haunting me
My bro said I'm a prodigy
I got mixed personalities
Push away but subconsciously
Sorry can't do apologies
I need time of some quality
I can tell you stories about the problems that I face but some things you just gotta see
I listen to these voices and they take it all out of me
And my moods change a lot but I hate showing that side of me
All I want is your honesty why can't you be proud of me
Why can't you just be proud of me damn
Mazzi yeah