Lil Misery - Demons Lyrics

Dark thoughts going through my brain
A couple pills that I cannot name
Lost cause all I feel is pain
I'm attracted to the toxic like a moth to the flame

I know
I feel it
I've been staring at my wrists they're bleeding
I fought
My demons
I can hear them in my head they're screaming

I know
I feel it
Will the pain I feel inside have meaning
I hope
I'm dreaming
Everybody always ends up leaving

Yeah people only need you
When they wanna beat you
Down into broken pulp
Then everybody leaves you
Hoping that they see you
Crash so they can watch you fall

Till I break imma risk it all
Let this be my final show
Heavens safe imma live below
Devil came and he took my soul
Cause the pain will always find you
It's building up inside you
Waking up at night and there is nobody beside you

Of the saddle
Waiting on the lotto
Lately ill be lucky if I'm gonna see tomorrow
Feeling hollow
Drowning in my sorrow
Think I need more time
But I have got no time to borrow

I know
I feel it
I've been staring at my wrists they're bleeding
I fought
My demons
I can hear them in my head they're screaming

I know
I feel it
Will the pain I feel inside have meaning
I hope
I'm dreaming
Everybody always ends up leaving

I lost my mind at way too young
I got too caught up in the drugs
Feel alone but I've never been lonely
I ain't afraid that nobody will love me

I guess I'll never find my way
I lost myself through all the pain
I waste my time and make mistakes
I'm sick and tired of my brain
I'm sick and tired of my brain
I'm sick and tired of my brain

I know
I feel it
I've been staring at my wrists they're bleeding
I fought
My demons
I can hear them in my head they're screaming