Lil Nerd - <4 Lyrics

This self-hate is getting old
Self destructive I've been told
Ticking heart with chrome and gold
You left my heart freezing cold

Never meant to break your heart
Your smile prolonged my art
I think we're better apart
How'd we end before the start?

I'm known for making mistakes
Fall in love, a plastic face
Loving you has made me break
Let my burning heart atake

Maybe we would turn out fine
Let our souls connect entwined
Burning, fueling, near-divine
Our universes align

Reality keeps in check
Some are not meant to connect
Regret in the retrospect
You need help you are a wreck

Maybe insanely depressed
History has kept me stressed
My life is so Kafkaesque
I don't like how you express

Is this all I have to give
Room it smell like chronic shit
Fighting love can't trust a bitch
F*cking wimp get over it

Bitch want weed but cannot see
THC and CBD
F*ck you up and make you sleep
I'm the only drug you need

F*ck I'm back in love again
Feels like this'll never end
No icks make this shit descend
Love yourself she's not a ten

Chronic shit I throw the mids
Retardize your future kids
Careful hits, you'll burn your lip
Freaking out you f*cking bitch

I'll never write a love song
Said that shit my whole lifelong
Til this damn bitch came along
Best get used to being wrong

This ain't even love it's hate
Figuring out now I'm late
2, 4, 6, 8
Who don't we appreciate

Guess this girl knows how to stick
Part of me wants her to pick
Won't speak up cause I'm a dick
Good luck trying to forget

This why I'ma let it fade
Let my love evaporate
Tape it down, the seal of fate
I found someone else

Oh, oh

Yeah it's true I guess I didn't know how to feel

But now it's too late cause this shit just gets more and more real

Now I'm stuck up and stuck f*cked in this spot

Of a person I love thinking I'm a person that I'm not

Self-hate always self-destructing

I catch a glimpse of the future and kick in my panic button

My glutton for holding on to something equal to nothing

If it's broken don't fix it, I tell myself as I'm crumbling

I guess you're leaving for good now so goodbye

Never thought I'd reminisce so much about a person's eyes

These feelings hit us like a train wreck caught us by surprise

Now I have to bear the thought of you in love with other guys

We were compatible I wish I would've realized

The damage stares me in the eyes when I see you in passerby's

I really loved you I can't hide behind a slick disguise

Behind the mask is a whiny child who you now despise

So I'll die with my regrets and my lies that lie all on my side

And time heals all wounds so I pray that time literally flies