Lil Nomap - no, i'm not ok Lyrics

I stare into the mirror see a stranger in my eyes
Caught in the wreckage of all my shattered lies
Every smile's a mask every laugh's a cry
In this carnival of shadows where the truth can't hide
I'm bleeding out but I wear the smile
Pretending everything's alright for a while
But inside I'm breaking can't you see
Lost in this maze of who I'm supposed to be
'Cause I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I'm drowning in this masquerade (In this masquerade)
A soul torn apart lost in the fray
I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
In the darkness where I stray (Where I stray)
Searching for the light to lead the way
Haunted by the echoes of what could've been
In the wreckage of dreams I'm lost within
Every step I take the ground feels cold
In this world of illusions where truths unfold
I'm bleeding out but I wear the smile
Pretending everything's alright for a while
But inside I'm breaking can't you see
Lost in this maze of who I'm supposed to be
'Cause I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I'm drowning in this masquerade (In this masquerade)
A soul torn apart lost in the fray
I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
In the darkness where I stray (Where I stray)
Searching for the light to lead the way
I'm not okay
Underneath the way
Haunted by the echoes of what could've been
In the wreckage of dreams I'm lost within
Every step I take the ground feels cold
In this world of illusions where truths unfold
'Cause I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
I'm drowning in this masquerade (In this masquerade)
A soul torn apart lost in the fray
I'm not okay (I'm not okay)
In the darkness where I stray (Where I stray)
Searching for the light to lead the way
In the echoes of my heartbeat I'll find the light
In the shadows I'll stand and fight
I'll rise from the ashes break through the gray
In the truth of who I am I'll find my way