I love you
I hate that you don't
Feel the same way as me
Don't know anymore
What happened between us
But now it's time to go
I love you
I hate that you don't
Feel the same way as me
Don't know anymore
What happened between us
But now it's time to go
I've been so numb
I feel so dumb
These girls don't know love
Asking the one above
Why I'm flyer than a dove
I've been so alone
Nobody hit my phone
Where do i belong
Will i have a home
Spitting words off my dome
While smoking this strong
Nobody f*ck with me
Why they hate on me
Why they sleep on me
I support y'all
You don't support me
Think of blowing my mind
Day n night
Kill my vibe
I don't wnna end my life
I look at it so bright
So high like I'm on flight
People want to fight
Or they wnna bite
Living in this hell
Why i get lifted like a kite
Talking to the universe
In the stars
Like a satellite
You f*ckin right
Y'all making it hard for me
When i know I'll be great
U poke fun or laugh
At my fate
Judgement and standards
What matters at those heaven Gates
I have so much love
But receive so much hate
Wonder why
I'm mad n sad for f*ck sake
All these rhymes in my damn Mind
Whole life been lost n can't find
What i want in this damn life
Music been there my whole life
Even said i would be a singer
When i was about 5
Been stuck on park n can't drive
I know i will strive
I got too much pride
No one by my side
I know there's a bright side
I love you
I hate that you don't
Feel the same way as me
Don't know anymore
What happened between us
But now it's time to go
Some people won't care until you're dead
Then they'll be sad
And dread
Everything that they kept in Their head
Instead of keepin it real
Say what had to be said
Got me going insane
I know I'm not mad
Crybaby, I'm always sad
Never show my emotion
Ask my dad
If you see the real me
Then u should b glad
That u seen that shit
Instead of me when I'm mad
Or me when I'm sad
Or going insane and going mad
Can't fight this misery
I know I'll find
A way for u to remember me
All the time
Never let me die
Even when I'm dead
Make sure my music
Lives forever
Never ends
Pain and numbness
Is a bad habit
Want to be rich
Even though life's lavish
Don't miss me
When I'm in that casket
Miss when I'm here
Before i vanish
All this pain
I'm feelin numb
Wasted energy
On the wrong one
Felt like given up
Life was a re run
I control the Channel
I embraced it n had fun
I expanded my mind
Stopped feeling dumb
Then stopped feeling numb
Nobody f*ckin with me
Got me going crazy mentally
All this damn agony
All this damn jealousy
For what reason?
To be an enemy?
Had this broken
Don't know the remedy
You can't kill my vibe
Can't kill my energy
Even when I'm gone physically
Kill