Lil Tjay - Hole In My Heart Lyrics

I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
Hole in heart

Got me sittin' with a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Should internal all my hurts so ain't no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's f*cked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized

Don't think I can say, "I hate you," but you did me dirty
As real as I kept it, you never respected, I never rejected nothin' that you need
I know in the streets, shit wicked, how it be, I just never thought me
Cheat up but it's OD, glad your demon side, I got to see
Focused, ain't wastin' no time, I pour up, get money and let the pain flow out in rhymes
Yeah, I go crazy for mine, if I tell you I love then I can never do you slime
Bitches be snake, don't be blind, never let 'em knock you off your grind
I ain't never tell a ho she mine again, I'm in love with money, bitch, I'm fine

Got me sittin' with a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Should internal all my hurts so ain't no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's f*cked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized (yeah)
Your love left me traumatized (trauma), girl, you left me traumatized (that's it)
Your love left me (spin), your love left me (haha), your love left me traumatized

Traumatized
Not the type that'll really let the drama slide
Shell casings, I'ma let the llama fly (brrt)
That's the reason I don't f*ck with your mama's side (nah)
Over love, it could lead to homicide (uh-huh)
Trust issues, gotta put the bond aside
You ain't even give me a chance to compromise (uh-huh)
You just let it in free, you just count the lies (damn)
We was supposed to lock in and go hard (mm)
Had all the Chanel and the Goyard (yeah)
P-Y-P, should've played your part (yeah)
You was so dumb, thought you was so smart (stupid)
Only thing a nigga could do is go spar (yeah)
Use your mind but don't lose your heart (never)
Never knew the world that we live in was so dark (woo)
When they put the knife in your back, it's so sharp (what?)

Got me sittin' with a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feelin' bar after bar
Should internal all my hurts so ain't no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's f*cked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized