I got tired of showing love and I got tired of being real
Love will get you hurt I swear that trust will get you killed
Niggas bitches and they spoiled still tryn hop up innat field
I almost lost my life I pray to god he grabbed the wheel
I can't let them take me out I leave the house I'm clutchin steal
Tryna send Three to the back not to to the front like Bradley Beal
Just adapted to my habitat I seen some killers kill
That shit don't make a killer
I can snap out any moment I'm a paper chasin nigga
Baby monkey innat jungle I was raised around gorillas
Mom and pops was drug dealers
I was down bad on my dick when I get up I bet they feel us
Niggas cappin in they raps I really be with real drillas
Momma said that she neva seen this side of me
I been fighting demons I snap out like they inside of me
I knew his ass was cappin saw the lie right through his teeth
Talkin bout them chops we got a lot we ride with felonies
Bro bro keep his glock right on his hip like pistol Pete
Playin wit my sisters volunteer to rest in peace
Catch one of them faces we gon crash im tryna get a piece
Dump the clip all in his face before he checked I asked that boy do you remember me
I can't let it go
Voices in my head want me to crash I just can't let it show
Gotta keep my head above water and just get the dough
Venting all my problems yea you hear me do you feel me though
Don't u feel me bro
We been through some shit can't talk about it I bet god knows
They say close mouth don't get fed I kept my mouth close
My stomach start to growl and my hunger start to grow
I got tired of showing love and I got tired of being real
Love will get you hurt I swear that trust will get you killed
Niggas bitches and they spoiled still tryn hop up innat field
I almost lost my life I pray to god he grabbed the wheel
I can't let them take me out I leave the house I'm clutchin steal
Tryna send 3 to the back not to to the front like Bradley Beal
Just adapted to my habitat I seen some killers kill
That shit don't make a killer
I can snap out any moment I'm a paper chasin nigga
A lot of shit been going on
People telling me I'm wrong but I don't see it don't neva take yo love away from me cause girl I need it
Treat yo body like a book I'm flipping pages tryna read it
Know she miss the way I beat it say I'm acting too conceited
When I get in my thoughts u leave me lone cause I go missing
Them hugs and allem kisses acting like I don't I miss it
But I got too much pride I leave u broke and I won't fix it
I been going through some thangs baby girl I'm not tryna mix it
I still wish the best for you and I hope that you do everything you told me you gon do
And it hurt me down in side that it was too good to be true
Open wounds from the past safe to say I bled on you
You wanna keep it p but that's some shit that she can't do
Ain't been talking fa a minute so she say im acting new
This life I live is crazy can't be focusing on you
I'm just tryna get this paper stack this shit up to the roof