Lil Xtra - See U Around Lyrics

I've been going too hard and I don't care
I don't want to hear what you think cause you weren't there
Yeah everything's perfect you say
As I'm Sleeping of the pills on a Tuesday
I've been thinking bout life and my self worth
And what I want before I'm underneath dirt
Two things that I know I can stand for
A bad bitch and a motherf*cking round earth

I believe in you and You believe in nothing
Get along? Wouldn't that something
I can't wait for the day you say
Wish you were around
As I Turn a shy girl to a screamer
And turn my Enemies to believers
Drug deals and a credit card schemer
I don't need to sleep I'm a motherf*cking dreamer

So break out the drugs
Break down the boundaries
I'm so numb
I'm so glad you found me
This year was rough
But it's not all about me
And you're so tough
You're better off without me
Guess I'll see you around
Yeah yeah

Yeah check it
Yeah I want the check separate
I'm done with these locals and they hating ass brethren
F*ck me for the clout and I know your ass desperate
So I don't give a f*ck about your new found depression
I've been this way a for as long as I remember
Not the first time that I heard dead in December like you
Got some dead homies in the crew
And some dead head losers that I went and outgrew
But Ima do my thing if you hate or you love me
At least I know my motherf*cking haters thinking of me
Put a song out been out for like six months
One dislike bet I f*cking know who that was
Homie you don't know me
Hit my line again and I'm back to the old me
And I don't give a f*ck if you miss me, we history
Now we get to live it out alone with our misery

She says I've got dreams too
Or did you forget?
I haven't left you
At least I haven't yet
And don't you say
That this is all my fault
You'll go drinking and pray
Face to the asphalt
Like you do every time