Lil Xtra - Yeah It's Fine, Whatever Lyrics

You were the one that taught me not to trust my heart
Taught me how to fall apart
Now I'm chilling in the dark with a torch on your back porch
Waiting for the fire to start so we can make s'mores

But of course it's a dream and I wake up
Falling apart at the seams since the break up
Remember scout on the couch waiting for you
When your brother calls back just so he can ignore you...

And I don't get it, I did everything
I could to understand what I never understood like
Where were you that night?
I freaked out when you went missing
Why'd you have to go and put me into that posistion?

I hate bitching 'bout missing you but it's true the only time
I've felt myself was when I was with you
Yeah
Mmm hmm, mm hmm

And I remember when we first met, and you said
Everybody lives twice and dies two deaths
In your mind where you dreams go to hide
And when they die this reality is all you have you have left

I used to say that if I married you would be the one
Coming undone I gotta stick to my guns
It's not the end of my life just the end of the world
Cause saying " I hate that bitch" means I used to love that girl

Mmm hmm , mmhhmm mhhhnm
I ask her if she's done with she says
Mmm hmmm, mhmmmm; mhhmmm

Yeah, it's summer '15, you finally kissed me
But something's wrong all along
I can see that want something and its not me
I dunno... don't want to leave but I think that I should go

I made it through another October, the thirteenth
And you're calling me over, put I don't know why
I'm here carving pumpkins
Till She looks up and says I gotta say something

I think I love you.. and I don't know what to do
I just want to be friends i don't want to lose you
But girl I'm tryna see this though
I can't reach my dreams if I'm dreaming of you

I knew it would be process
But can we please have some progress?
These motherf*ckers just hate
Cause they can't relate to somebody with a promise

And my promises are something that I keep
When I can't sleep I just want another night
I knew you'd be the one to leave, and it wouldn't take a fight
But it's fine, now you went and proved me right yeah

You said I got to learn to plan more
Don't f*cking tell me what I stand for
I'm doing alright without you
I just forgot how to write a song that's not about you