I just wish I knew
Exactly what to do
You're so out of my reach
But The love feels so new
But I'll f*ck it up
You know it too
Is this a phase or a permanent groove.
I swear I'm trying to evolve
An endless mission I aim to solve
So naive don't know what I did wrong
Can't look in the mirror and only see flaws
Ripping the living and keep on just filling
The empty skull that rots with no brain
Listen start fixin the vision from vixen
It'll open your eyes in new ways
I wanna bring back poetry in the age
Shakespeare? nah, y'all will recite MY name
Trying your hardest to dissect my brain
One day have a legacy that I've paved
With just the words I use
The music I abuse
The rhythm that move your shoes
But right now, imma just break the roof
Im never an open book
Complex lines with every word I took
Different rhymes with a very different hook
Everytime I wanna get y'all shook
I know what the first step is
Look upon myself and try to smile
If there is any lesson
Live your life and always reconcile
On the bigger message
That after all life is worth a try
All you gotta do you make it alive
All you gotta do is make it alive
It's easier said the done
In this life it's like you got no one
Shit's no fun
So I gas myself like the tanks almost done
Revving the engine when my name is mentioned gets the attention I need to grow
But fame is a weapon that can kill all affection with an ego ready to gloat
It's a dance with the devil only made with your mental graceful but with a knife at your throat
There's Not any level that can you ever just settle if it's not even your goal
You gotta boil up the kettle, scream above the barred metal and rejoice with your soul
I know your spirit clipped your wings
But that don't mean angels can't sing
That don't mean everything will seem
So f*cked up like a nightmare out elm street
But it's a fear that drove me to hurt out the seams
Take my hand
And you will understand
That it's never too late to change the cards in your hands
I always overthink before I do
Make a move cause now it's us two
Living together in the same room
Me and myself shall be one soon