[ Featuring shiy ]
Please leave your message for 8987 (Chino Raw Beatz)
Hey, Zay, it's me again
I was callin' to see how you was doin' mentally (ayo, Ryda, turn me up)
Just give me a call back
I'm back focused again, can't lose my emotion again
I went silent on Instagram, now I'm back postin' again
I know I can't give up now 'cause I'm too close to a win
Only The Family around me, can't do me bogus again
I had to slow down on that liquor, I had to get closer to my sister
Had to spend money on my case, so they can't lose me in that system
It was cool when I was down, I got really see who with me
Spent a lot of quality time with my daughter, took her to Disney
Walkin' my kids to the park, I feel love, they call me daddy
All three of my kids together, look at my face and see I'm happy
Gabe home, Deion home, Sam home, them my rappies
I need Rico, I need Big Folks, got my uncle, I got my daddy
I was just goin' through the most, they ain't even know, but it got better
Tryna close my mama house, I'm tryna get my shit together
Had a bad fallout with Mookie, I had to get up with my brother
Even though we had our ups and downs, we still love each other
Big Folks called home from jail like, "How you let 'em get that J?
How you movin' like a goofy? The city knowin' you a face"
Bro, that karma hit me hard, but that get back ain't got a date
The feds just took another swab, they tryna reopen my case
Zay, answer the phone
I don't know what I did to make you to resent me
I wanna be here for you, you know?
I don't know what you goin' through, but I know you gon' get through this
Just answer the phone
I got a dark cloud over me
Karma gettin' the best of me
Death gettin' close to me
This ain't how it 'posed to be
When I'm gon' catch a break?
I've been losin' faith
I'm tryna find a way
God, help me, please
