I don't wanna breathe if you're not here with me
Almost took my life when I was seventeen
Deep in the darkness there's no saving me
I know you're missing me this is the end of me
You're my everything you're my enemy
I wish you could see what I really see
There's no locking us because I lost my key
There's no fixing us because we're not a thing
I don't wanna breathe if you're not here with me
Almost took my life when I was seventeen
Deep in the darkness there's no saving me
I know you're missing me this is the end of me
You're my everything you're my enemy
I wish you could see what I really see
There's no locking us because I lost my key
There's no fixing us because we're not a thing
I wish you could see what I see all the time
The weight is killing me suicide on my mind
Ask me if I'm fine I don't know if I'm alright
Tell me Imma be alright think I'm gonna be alright
The day that you said that you love me was it all a lie
Every time I look into your eyes I want to die
Every time I hear your f*cking voice I want to cry
Plotting suicide why the f*ck am I alive
Every color's grey now stuck on the same page now
Why the f*ck would I ever go back to the same way now
I don't mind the change now I don't think I'll change now
Darkness is a part of me and you made it my playground
Every time you look at me I bet you feel the hate now
Don't know what to say now
Every day's the same now
Getting to the point where I think I forgot your name now