Lily Marie Antonini - I'll Believe What I Want Lyrics

Who is this man who I've always searched for
I'm tryna find him all on my own
But, meddling people keep coming at me
They say he's fake, is that what he shows

These rumours keep coming in my ears
They're biting hard, can you stop it please
But, you're the cause that they all are speaking
Please be fake news, I beg you on my knees

I can't breathe normally
If I sound crazy it's cause I am, baby
Thought you'd be perfect for me
Should I trust their lies
Are they even lies, tell me

Cause I'll believe what I want, baby
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'll believe what I want
Yeah, I'll believe what I want
Nothing that y'all tell me will change my mind

You've gotta take what you want, but don't lose what you need
Don't listen to these rumours, now that's bad, I guarantee
I'm making up these fantasies so I can prove to me
That you are still available and settled down with me

Who is this girl that you always follow
I must find out if she really knows
That we're a pair, or am I just borrowed
You shaped my heart, but now there's only dough

I can't breathe normally
If I sound crazy it's cause I am, baby
Thought you'd be perfect for me
Should I trust my eyes
Or pull them out, tell me

Cause I'll believe what I want, baby
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'll believe what I want
Yeah, I'll believe what I want
Nothing that y'all tell me will change my mind

You've gotta take what you want, but don't lose what you need
Don't listen to these rumours, now that's bad, I guarantee
I'm making up these fantasies so I can prove to me
That you are still available and settled down with me

Call me what you need
I'm stubbornly happy
Who cares what I have seen
Act like I don't know
I'll say it's a bad dream
I'm numbing this false scene
Feeling invincible, my mind needs to be clean

Cause I'll believe what I want, baby
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'll believe what I want
Yeah, I'll believe what I want
Nothing that y'all tell me will change my mind

You've gotta take what you want, but don't lose what you need
Don't listen to these rumours, now that's bad, I guarantee
I'm making up these fantasies so I can prove to me
That you are still available and settled down with me

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