Lily Marie Antonini - Philophobia Lyrics

I knew it wouldn't last forever, but I wanted to pretend I didn't know
But, I did know
Being apart reminded me of when we were together, since I always felt alone
Yeah, I always felt alone

Feeling hurt with little things you'd say
But, thought they were all okay
Now it all makes sense at the end of the day
Lived in my songs and in tears, biggest mistake

I promised myself before going there to not fall in love again
Yet the first day, you broke into my heart
And stole more from me in the end

Don't know what you want, I need to know
Don't pick up the phone when I try to call
Tell me what is wrong, or what is right
What is right, what is right

Don't know what you want, I need to know
Don't pick up the phone when I try to call
Tell me what is wrong, or what is right

Philophobia gets to know ya
What is right, what is right
Philophobia gets to know ya
What is right, what is right

I knew my fear of love would last forever
My philophobia's never going away
Maybe cause you stole my heart and with that also my mind
So, temporarily you eased the pain

Feeling hurt with little things you'd say,
But, thought they were all okay
Now it all makes sense at the end of the day
Now, I hate my music cause every song is about your face

I promised myself before going there to not fall in love again
Yet the first day, you broke into my heart
And stole more from me in the end

Don't know what you want, I need to know
Don't pick up the phone when I try to call
Tell me what is wrong, or what is right
What is right, what is right

Don't know what you want, I need to know
Don't pick up the phone when I try to call
Tell me what is wrong, or what is right
What is right, what is right

I can see the shadows look at you
I gotta forget, find something new
There's no going back for you and I
You and I, You and I

Cause now it's too late
Too late
Too late
Too late

Cause now it's too late
Too late
Too late
Too late

Cause now it's too late
Too late
Too late
Too late

Cause now it's too late
Too late
Too late
Too late

Cause now it's too late

You lost my mind and time
And now there's no where else to climb
Cause you're leaving my side and you don't even cry
I guess this really is goodbye

Hope it won't be awkward that you wanna be friends
But, know it'll still hurt me in the end
When I see you moved on, probably did long ago
While I'm just now realizing that I should've said no