CloseUrEyes Video (MV)

I got all the time and energy
I spent like all my life in reveries and
Shorties cries are makeshift remedies
I dot my I's and cross my rosaries
I meditate to levitate my Chi
Might turn to Stevie wonder with the keys
I wanna feel the patterns not the breezes
Rip my heart out tear that thing to pieces
Voices paranoy me, I'm not normal
Walk the lines in backwards through the portal
Feeling nothing makes me feel immortal
Feeling nothing feels unorthodox
Paradox a paradigm shift
They say the boy still drifting through the rifts
I'm lost and never found I'm but a myth
I don't exist

I know that I should probably pause and take it slow
When I look up and I don't see no where to go
I overlook my destination on this road
They close to shutting all the passages and doors
They say to stop but that's 'cause they don't have control
And by tomorrow we'll be fine and that's a promise
Cross my chest and hope to die if I'm not truly honest
I been flying high enough to touch the sky I'm on it
Wrap my heart with kyanite and tourmaline and onyx
I just wanna jump right off the roof and drop dead

I feel like I'm left out conversations
They just want me running out of patience
I felt better buzzed on medication
Now I'm in a transcendental stasis
They can't teach me nothing I don't know
Ripple in the sea I'm making waves
Only thing I want is to go home
Only thing I need is to be brave
Why must you be so afraid of my demons
If I could get rid of them trust me I would
Its nothing though pay no attention I mean it
I'm struggling to breathe hold me up if you would
I just wanna live life better
Quasars pass the days are never lasting
I know not a thing's forever
Tunnel vision channel's broadcasting

I know that I should probably pause and take it slow
When I look up and I don't see no where to go
I overlook my destination on this road
They close to shutting all the passages and doors
They say to stop but that's 'cause they don't have control