a letter (goodbye) Video (MV)

Hi reader
I tried to show you
I tried to tell you
Now listen to what you are

And you just see the painting
And nothing that's behind
And you never asked what happened
You never asked if I'm allright

So I thought about leaving
Leaving it all behind
And now I'm here laying
Laying dead on the ground

You just cared about your believes
And not about my scars
I know I'm little bit selfish
But you were like that all the time

And I'm sorry I never told you
I never told anyone
And I'm sorry that I hurt you
I'm hurting you all the time

And I'm sorry that I refused your help,
That I'm distant all the time
It was the self destruction
That I tried to overcome

But no matter how hard I try
It keeps me on the ground
And when I try to stand up
Again it knocks me down

And I gave up all my hope
Gave up my own life
Just to see if you will care
Care for one last time

And you had it right in front of you
Right In front of your own eyes
And you just ignored it
Just as I ignored your love..