Well take a look at me right now
I'm not half the same I used to be, no
And the weeks are a trial for me
I don't buy silver, 'cause its not worth as much as gold
Please don't waste your time now cause you know I'm already sold
Flip a coin see a shadow nearby
I was always on the first track
Never ending cycle of these demons I have
But you're there, and I know I can't bring you down
I was hardly even there with you
Tried to climb a mountain but I fell back through
My face turns scarlet when I'm frustrated
'Cause I know you're hardly even there with me yeah
Looking outside my window on a Tuesday night
The sun shines brightly but I'll be alright
And I could get there pretty quickly
If I just knew how to fly
Looking out over this vast horizon
Catch my breath 'cause I know there's a place where I can hide
There's a place where I can hide
Dreaming at eight AM, I'm always holding on to some kind of life line
Yeah-yeah
Picking up the pace
Drink a can of mace
Drop eight hundred bucks
On something I love
Most of all I can't think of words
When I need them bad
Just to show I got one job
I was always on the first track
Never ending cycle of these people I have
But you're there, and I'll do my best to blow your mind
I was hardly even there with you
Tried to paint a picture but I ran out of blue
And I'm scarlet when I'm frustrated
'Cause I'm hardly even there with you
Hardly even there
(Hardly even there)