brown paper bag Video (MV)

So f*cking anxious
I walk around with all my regrets
Another day I'm all alone with my brown paper bag
So f*cking nervous
My social life has been slowing down
It's piling up and I'm overanalyzing myself

Running laps I'm so frustrated
All my friends are worried, pacing
I think I'm hyperventilating,
See my sister she's there waiting,
I'd rather die before I fail again

I don't wanna come up to reality, ooh
I been hanging on by the skin of my teeth, ooh
Fading with the clouds, people rushing to me
I can't feel myself, where am I supposed to be?
I don't wanna come up to reality, ooh

Growing up
It looks so easy for everyone
To be young, drunk
I've given up before it's begun
August told me your social life is completely gone
Regrets have piled up
I wish that I could finally move on

Running laps I'm so frustrated
All my friends are worried, pacing
I think I'm hyperventilating,
See my sister she's there waiting,
I'd rather die before I fail again

I don't wanna come up to reality, ooh
I been hanging on by the skin of my teeth, ooh
Fading with the clouds, people rushing to me
I can't feel myself, where am I supposed to be?
I don't wanna come up to reality, ooh

Running laps I'm so frustrated
All my friends are worried, pacing

Fading with the clouds, people rushing to me
I can't feel myself, where am I (where am I)?

Running laps I'm so frustrated
All my friends are worried, pacing

I think I'm hyperventilating,
See my sister she's there waiting,
I'd rather die before I fail again