I don't know what i'm doing anymore
Logically i'm not listening to myself
Why I can't walk away
I need to put it up on my neatly dusted shelf
And just dream of another day
Chorus:
I don't know what i'm doing anymore
And I don't know why i persist
I don't know what i'm doing anymore
Why i long for those fabulous lips
Forever indebted to his curiosities
Though i see it as a threat
Oh but all that he has taught me
Through his neglect
Mutual admiration
Aimless fascination
It's so vexing
A complex fling
Of things he'll never know
Too much to hear
The will is not there
I'm worth it I swear
Chorus
(how'd i get myself back into this)
He loves me like passing at night
A rhyme that he writes but sometimes forgets
And i will get just what i need
I will end up right where i'm supposed to be
And i refuse to be that she
So baby i know you won't
But don't cry for me
Cause..
Chorus ("you don't" instead of i") x2