Something Real Video (MV)

Back to a time where my heart was worn on my sleeve
I was shaken by judgement, the hate was engraved in me
The scars that I wear are the stories that I can't erase
My heart is still beating far past the point where I break
And I pushed it all away, I'm sick of playing games
(Sick of playing games)
Will this ever change, these thoughts in my head
(Could it be worth)
Could it be, could it be worth something real
Can I make it all okay
Can my heart forget to feel, cus' my mind is filled with hate
I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, am I the one to blame
Can I be myself, cus' there's nothing else in this lonely head of shame
Every days the same, I'm a slowly fading flame
Will this be my fate
Will I be okay (Will I be okay)
I'm lost and I'm hopeless, these fears slowly growing
I wanna say something but my words are frozen
I can't help believing that my minds deceiving
I'm more than they're saying but there's no escaping
(There's no escaping)
Could it be, could it be worth something real
Can I make it all okay
Can my heart forget to feel, cus' my mind is filled with hate
I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, am I the one to blame
Can I be myself, cus' there's nothing else in this lonely head of shame
Could it be, could it be worth something real
Can I make it all okay
Can my heart forget to feel...
I'm not good enough, I'm not strong enough, am I the one to blame?
Can I be myself, cus' there's nothing else in this lonely head of shame
In this lonely head of shame