I been waitin way too long
To find the sickness in my soul
Why has my patience come and gone
Why has my practice fell apart
My television wont turn off
The plauge is coursing through my heart
The blood stopped running through my veins
The darkness steady swept along
So what am I supposed to say
When all my tears have gone to waste
Is easiest to turn away
But I don't know if I am brave
The crazy part is you aren't here
The weirdest part is I cant steer
Away from all this hopelessness
It's crazy how I lost my peers
To meet your hero is a lie
They couldn't care less if you died
So that's why I'm just on my own
Hoping to bring it back to life
The waterfall has lost its touch
The enemy has lost its clutch
And I don't know why she's stuck up
I haven't done nothin to her
But it's alright I don't need them
I need a blunt I need my friends
It's EBG it's LNS
I'm gonna scream it till my death
Gone to bed I'm lost in dreams
I tried to loosen my mind free
The pain is never what it seems
The anger swirling in my brain
The testament of a lost king
I test my knowledge in the stream
I lay down in the cold and greed
To make sense of this foolery
You claim to be a man your not
You claim you're living what your not
You claim you'll never sound the same
But you just copied what was hot
You think your friends will save you now
But they're too scared to shut it down
Because they know that there is nothing
Else that you have goin down
My god what else can I become
I'm doing what I love the most
I'm doing greater things to come
Don't try and act like you were tough
You ran away and thats a shame
Your only ticket to the fame
Was burnt up in the ash and flames
You have no way to break away
Cuz you all stuck up in the system
But I broke the mayors wishes
I'll risk my life and my forgiveness
Just to love how I am living
Just to love how I am living
I been waitin way too long
To find the sickness in my soul
Why has my patience come and gone
Why has my practice fell apart
My television wont turn off
The plauge is coursing through my heart
The blood stopped running through my veins
The darkness steady swept along