Look left, look right, same shit everyday
Doin' everything I can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left 'til I fall flat
You can bet your ass I got the caliber to match that
Didn't ask for these f*cked up thoughts
Lately, I've been thinkin' bout the end too much
It's concerning and disturbing
Please save my heart from burning
It's pretty clear that nobody give a f*ck about me
No one checkin' up, friends ain't showin' love
Maybe they'll appreciate me more when I'm up above
In the skies, flyin' high, like a singing dove
Do you feel me? That feeling?
The one stops you from ever healing
I know it all too well
I swear it comes straight from hell
Hey, can you tell me why I'll never be enough!?
Can you tell me why I don't deserve love!?
Look left, look right, same shit everyday
Doin' everything I can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left 'til I fall flat
You can bet your ass I got the caliber to match that
Didn't ask for these f*cked up thoughts
Lately, I've been thinkin' bout the end too much
It's concerning and disturbing
Please save my heart from burning
I wish that you cared about me, but I know you don't
Chain on my hip
And imagery in my head
I thought I knew you, but it's obvious that I did not
Black jeans matched with a black shirt
And I know that no one cares
The times I think about her makes me hate myself and everything
I wonder if she thought about me
Why am I wasting my time thinking about this?
How many hours did I spend hoping she would reach out to me?
But at the end of the day
I guess it doesn't really matter
Look left, look right, same shit everyday
Doin' everything I can to try to sing the pain away
45 days left 'til I fall flat
You can bet your ass I got the caliber to match that
Didn't ask for these f*cked up thoughts
Lately, I've been thinkin' bout the end too much
It's concerning and disturbing
Please save my heart from burning