Longwave - Crushed Down And Faded Lyrics

if i get tired and frightened

at the bottom of my mind

clawing out the insides

knowing what's behind

if i get bored you'll see me

wearing out my face

you know it isn't easy

filling up that space

crushed and faded

suddenly so complicated

crawling back to you

something cold

slipping through

and i know it couldn't stay

here another day

and i don't need to

i don't need to ever know the way

it's only when you hold me

that sometimes i'd forget

kicking back the outsides

and take what i can get

it's the way you move your body

a pleasent cold release

it makes me think it's dirty

when i'm on my knees

crushed and faded

suddenly so complicated

crawling back to you

well something cold

slipping through

and i know it couldn't stay

here another day

and i don't need to

i don't need to ever know the way

i never ever lost control

i never ever lost control

in a light shining

in a quiet end

i know i never ever lost control