Lor Kreny - Forgive Me Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah
Look what I was doing my attitude was getting the best of me
Found out I was disrespecting my homeboys mother you see
I just wanted to give you an apology forgive me
I don't know what I was doing
Don't wanna lose any soldiers
I was just talking smack and it caused me to lose a hand
But I still had another hand to give some people a hand
Still counting dough and making money I feel like paper man
Still not enough im making some music an a YouTube man
Drowning underwater from the pain that I'm feeling
Nobody likes me in school cause I'm so different from em
And everybody is laughing at me for the stupidest things
Then I tried to come to school all blinged out but I don't got no bling
I got some idea what y'all was feeling
Cause the school building filled with bullies and I wanna choke em
They got no right downing us like we don't got no feelings
Why y'all trying to act so tough like y'all trying to be gangster or something
Yall only proving that your weaker than you look
Then you go home and get a gun
But you gone end up in the books
Yo
I'm sorry Mama
I'm sorry father
Im sorry brother
Sorry sister
I'm sorry bestie
I know y'all love me
Look what I was doing my attitude was getting the best of me
Found out I was disrespecting my homeboys mother you see
I just wanted to give you an apology forgive me
I don't know what I was doing don't wanna lose any soldiers
I feel like I'm under a boulder calling for jesus christ
Trapped inside of the devil's cages
I gotta make things right
All of this fighting jus really stupid and ruining lives
All my homies got in trouble
And now they living these lies
Feeling lonely under pressure
And no homie was beside me
Got my mother, father and brother looking out for me
All that I have accomplished
I'm thanking god for this good deed
But I bleed everyday and have no way to get out this scene
I made a promise to mama that I would live in this life
The devil keep chasing after my soul
Just for an afterlife
I won't sell my soul
I won't become worse than I am
God forgive me I know you have plans in store for me at the end
But I won't stop believing in you god i'm just terrified
Ask for forgiveness, but all I get is the silent treatment
What did we do to deserve this
But isn't convenient
When we want help and we praying all we get is a demon
I don't know what I'm dreaming I'm just feeling this pain
And I don't know how to get rid of it
I feel all insane
All I'm asking for forgiveness is hope that I can freaking change
Cause I feel like I'm in the rain depressed maybe I'm enraged
Look what I was doing my attitude was getting the best of me
Found out I was disrespecting my homeboys mother you see
I just wanted to give you an apology forgive me
I don't know what I was doing
Don't wanna lose any soldiers
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah woah