Something in my mind
Which I cannot find
But I try to not cry so I won't die
In my head, which is, being fed, by my thoughts
That I have for, awhile
But is this too hostile
Is this real
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
In my mind, I try to find what is causing all this pain
And my brain is being chained, to these thoughts that are dark
And being with, with the dark has left its mark
The pain inside
Hides behind my pride
Sometimes, i cry and i don't know why
These thoughts, they attack, and its all behind, my back
I can't fight back, but i try my best
But all it is, is a test
And all i want, is for it to let me be
Can I be free
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
In my mind, I try to find what is causing all this pain
And my brain is being chained, to these thoughts that are dark
And being with, with the dark has left its mark
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
I am drowning in the lies, and i fear that it will not die
In my mind, I try to find what is causing all this pain
And my brain is being chained, to these thoughts that are dark
And being with, with the dark has left its mark