It's 3AM and I'm pulling out
It's the same shit just a different house
And I just wanna wake up feeling I'm ok
Two grams numb my mind keep your voices at bay
Your eyes close my eyes
I feel like I'm falling away
And if I had I'd stayed I know you'd still forget my name
You'd fall back in love with the version of me
That's a ghost when I covered my pain
I hate that I feel you inside
I hate that you're mine when I push you aside
I laugh at myself when I stare at the mirror
Where did you go
I hate the way you always tell me
You wish I would stay
You don't me when you hold me
Cause I'm not the same
I only love you when I'm lonely
So I turn away
I want to hurt you just to show you
That I'm not ok
I'm not ok
I'm not ok
I want to hurt you just to show you
That I'm not ok
And if I had I'd stayed I know you'd still forget my name
You'd fall back in love with the version of me
That's a ghost when I covered my pain
I hate that I feel you inside
I hate that you're mine when I push you aside
I laugh at myself when I stare at the mirror
Where did I go