Lost Tj - Mental Struggle Lyrics

I'm standing, lonely, on a puddle I began, to bother me, what's the struggle
Is it mental health?, struggling, am I bothering? My mind, don't mind me, my mind, don't mind me
Got a six sense, I see people still dying, it ain't easy, but I feel the darkness creepin' in
Why can't I supply my needs? Mental's broken, but I'm out spoken, I'm not weathering nothin

Bipolar, who am I? I don't know, I feel like I never fit in, so I see a difference
Pour another shot, I better it change my characteristic
Still, I supply my mind, yes, I'm gifted
Won't change my mind, even though I did this

Is this mental or am I just saying that? I've been playing with these demons in my magic hat
I'm looking for more than one way, to get my mental back
I got deal on myself, yes, I'll weep and I'll felt that
So I'm in a deal where my mind ain't nothin' worth that

I'm a play the cards, handed to me, and ain't a damn friend, yeah, around me
I'm standing, lonely, on a puddle, I begin to bother me
What's the struggle? Is it mental health? Struggling, am I bothering
My mind don't mind me, my mind don't mind me