LO$t? N FOUND! - LO$t? LOVER? Lyrics

I thought that I loved you
But you broke my heart
I thought that i loved you
But you ripped my world right apart
I thought that i loved you
But you broke my heart
I thought that i loved you
I thought that i loved you

I wanted something special with you than I blew it
I tried to be careful with you but than I screw it
I know Im a handful and I know what I'm doing
Im sitting at my worst but I guess I'm just human
So please don't be assuming that that's all of who I am
I know that I'm a weirdo cause I care about the bands
Im know that I'm a weirdo staring at the wall trance

I thought that I loved you but I guess I'm just a fool
Im writing down my lyrics in my notebook in my school
Going through these motions use my pen as my tool
Snot was right man these bitches so cruel

Thought I was cool but I ig I'm just stupid
I tried to rule but my dream turned out lucid
God unwinds the spool I'm speaking my truth this
Never could have down a different path I'm struggled and worked everything Im glad
Ive been stuck up in the lab fighting with my dad every single day its like I need too take a drag
Feeling so sad my vocals shot I think I'm boutta let my brain start to rot I've been having all these scary dark Thoughts climbing up a hill I can't see the top red velvet felt belt imma cop tell me something that I can't do Stop most of y'all are waiting for the day I'm gonna drop its like somethings come undone in this spirit of mine Ready to unleash the power of my money hungry mind stories have been told about the souls who've done the Grind baby on your knees pray for us its our time lightning flashes while we kissing do we need a better sign I Ain't talking to myself I'm spitting better rhymes

I can't change my light its ultraviolet
I can't sleep at night its so damn quiet
Wanna hold you tight and feel the silence
All the little things and I was too dense
Need to repent I need my lent
Wanna be forgiven for things I shouldn't have sent
Hoping I can vent to get me out this space
Where I'm feeling like my time here is just a waste
I race I pace I stand I sit my palms are sweaty I wipe it on my waste
My topics are heavy can you feel it in the bass
My thoughts are leveling me in the face
I chased a bag my pants started to sag
I started to brag I lost my thoughts
And droptops were the only thing
Keeping me from becoming something out of a horror scene
My self esteem has made me a king
At least in my dreams But it seems in reality it made me a fiend
I need to clean from all of my tainted intervenes