Heavy Minded Video (MV)

I'm kind of a mess these days
Can't really feel much these days
I was in this place a few years ago and I learned that it could get better
Making the same mistakes
Cause I'm stuck in my same old ways
Hate that I know the way to fix it but I lack the motivation
I've been having dreams of losing teeth for many years they last for weeks
Doctors say it stands for lack of satisfaction
I'm driving on the rumble strips, I'm barely in my lane
My heads so heavy from this twenty hour drive back home
I'm kind of a mess these days
Can't really feel much these days
I was in this place a few years ago and I learned that it could get better
Making the same mistakes
Cause I'm stuck in my same old ways
Hate that I know the way to fix it but I lack the motivation
Heavy minded
I've been drinking my thoughts away
To stay up awake, stay up late, sleep all day
It's my mistake to be here
I probably shouldn't be here alone
I'm kind of a mess these days
Can't really feel much these days
I was in this place a few years ago and I learned that it could get better
Making the same mistakes
Cause I'm stuck in my same old ways
Hate that I know the way to fix it but I lack the motivation
How come it's always me that's gotta be the asshole?
My perfect role
The apathetic villain
I always play the villain