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When he was gone you felt the need for change cause
You couldn't take the loneliness and pain of
Ending a relationship of years that concealed your fears
And you remembered of a simple girl that
Had always been there offering her love and
Bringing the connection to your will she forgot her fears
But of course, you painted with words the landscape that she needed
Just so she would play along and you weren't overwhelmed by your feelings

When he was gone I thought that I was staying
The bliss I felt was worth the risk of failing
Embracing all the hope that this was real I believed you dear
But of course, it all got worse, you disappeared into distance
Thank you for destroying all the things I thought I had in an instant

Well, this song is a promise that I'll never return to the coldest arms and your little world
And even if I get lonely and you happen to call
I won't answer you nowhere, cause to me, girl you're gone

And I won't miss the lies I found and how you broke me down with your empty words
In your seesaw of feelings, I'm the only one hurt
Cause you got me up and down and running around after an illusion of love
But you lack all the meaning and I lack all the luck

Now that you're gone my soul is breaking up 'cause
I live alone wishing for crumbs of love and
Everybody seems to disappear when the feeling's real
How could you offer what you haven't got? How?
Could you have lied when I was so caught up? How?
Clearly the cruelty was near and I couldn't hear
All the noise inside your voice, cause your skin would change my weather
Cooling off and heating up my temperature as light as a feather
Deep inside I wish that you'd come back but
I live in spite of those that don't react so
What's the point of forcing us to meet when you have no need
For us both to get close, I'll fold my worth to get better
And resist, cause I exist beyond the twist of disciplined failure

Well, this song is a promise that I'll never return to the coldest arms and your little world
And even if I get lonely and you happen to call
I won't answer you nowhere, cause to me, girl, you're gone

And I won't miss the lies I found and how you broke me down with your empty words
In your seesaw of feelings, I'm the only one hurt
Cause you got me up and down and running around after an illusion of love
But you lack all the meaning and I lack all the luck

Well, this song is a promise that I'll never return to the coldest arms and your little world
This song is a promise that I'll never return to the coldest arms and your little world
This song is a promise that I'll never return to the coldest arms and your little world

I think I've honestly now had enough of
People who use me and don't give a f*ck
I won't be your experimental deal so get out of here