When I said I love someone I wasn't talking about her
But if I told you who I'm talking about
You could freak out and make it all worse
When I'm lying in my bed always thinking about you
Maybe you could take the lead cause I'm in love with someone and it's through and through
Bright lights flashing in my eyes when I see you girl
Though I try to keep it in my mind in case I'm not sure
Maybe I'm just lying to myself
Maybe I should be thinking about my mental health
But
I'm still on the shelf
Maybe I should tell you how I feel but
I'm terrified that if I don't tell you why
That you might read my mind
And find an alibi
Then leave and say goodbye
But I value you too much to up and break apart our lives
Bright lights flashing in my eyes when I see you girl
Though I try to keep it in my mind in case I'm not sure
Maybe I'm just lying to myself Maybe I should be thinking about my mental health
But I'm still on the shelf