I haven't been myself haven't been myself for eleven days and twenty one hours
I could really use some advice now
Pouring myself into work thinking 'bout going to church anything not to give more power
To the voice in my head saying I messed up
I know the good book says
Hell is a place you might get sent to once you're dead
But I know
My eyes are closed but my heart's wide open
My heart's wide open for the first time
Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean
A dive in the ocean the way I cried
Now I realize hell ain't no place under the ground
It's the feeling not having you around
I haven't seen my smile haven't seen my smile not sure if my face still does it
All there is is emptiness inside
You were my north star I should've followed but my eyes wandered away from it
Now the best I can do is waste time
I know the good book says
Heaven is meant for those who cherish the gifts they get
But I know
My eyes are closed but my heart's wide open
My heart's wide open for the first time
Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean
A dive in the ocean the way I cried
Now I realize hell ain't no place under the ground
It's the feeling not having you around
Oh no, oh no
I know the good book says
Hell is a place you might get sent to once you're dead
But I know
My eyes are closed but my heart's wide open
My heart's wide open for the first time
Watching you go was like a dive in the ocean
A dive in the ocean the way I cried
Now I realize hell ain't no place under the ground
It's the feeling not having you around
No hell ain't no place under the ground no no
It's the feeling I'm feeling right now
It's not a place, it's a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell yeah
It's not a place, it's a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell
It's not a place, it's a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell
It's not a place, it's a feeling (and oh what a feeling)
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell
It's not a place (it's not a place), it's a feeling
And oh what a feeling (yeah)
I want you to know that hell
It's not a place (was never a place), it's a feeling (oh what a feeling)
And oh what a feeling (yeah)
I want you to know that hell
It's not a place, it's a feeling
And oh what a feeling
I want you to know that hell