Thoughts in disarray, seconds tick away
Tired of these feelings going nowhere
Choices that I've made, voices in my head
Asking me why everything's so wrong
Every friend I make swears it's a mistake
Still, I can't be sure until I get there
Driving through the night, still no end in sight
Guess I'll just keep traveling along
And I don't know
If I'm coming together or coming apart
And I don't know
If I'm losing my head or using my heart
I don't know if I can take it
I don't know
But lord, I'm not giving up on you
Further down I go, people want to show
That to every thing there is a season
Pollen on the breeze, falling to my knees
Waiting for the world to give a sign
Look what I've become - blind and deaf and dumb
Fighting hard to hear the voice of reason
Crossing into town, sun keeps beating down
Wonder if I'll ever feel it shine
And I don't know
If I'm going to give up or give it a try
And I don't know
If I'm dying to live or living to die
I don't know if I can make it
I don't know
But lord, I'm not giving up on you
And I don't know
If I'm coming together or coming apart
And I don't know
If I'm losing my head or using my heart
I don't know if I can take it
I don't know if I can make it
I don't know, I don't know
Oh, I don't know
But lord, I'm not giving up on you