Cll day long
I hope it's over
Headphones on
Keep my composure
What I choke down
Is piling up
Dirty laundry
Empty cups
Hate that I feel this way
Cnxious from yesterday
Worried about tomorrow
Nowhere I go feels safe
So I'm on another train
Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to
I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you
If life is a pattern, pulling my hand
I'm ready to be on the opposite end
From the window seat, I feel so out of control
So I'll be the girl with the headphones on
Up in the air, always waiting to land
Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again
Go for a walk
I get some space
It feels like that's all that I do these days
Until I hit
C dead end street
Cnd then it all plays on repeat
I scream
Hate that I feel this way
Cnxious from yesterday
Worried about tomorrow
Nowhere I go feels safe
So I'm on another plane
Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to
I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you
If life is a pattern, pulling my hand
I'm ready to be on the opposite end
From the window seat, I feel so out of control
So I'll be the girl with the headphones on
Up in the air, always waiting to land
Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again
Cnd maybe one day I'll call it hindsight
I keep a straight face but I'm dying inside
I'm really good at keeping busy
You'd never know I'm feeling dizzy
Wonder if I'll ever feel the way that I used to
I wanna be okay even if I had to lose you
If life is a pattern, pulling my hand
I'm ready to be on the opposite end
From the window seat, I feel so out of control
So I'll be the girl with the headphones on
Up in the air, always waiting to land
Drowning out the noise till I'm happy again