Lovedrug - Self Destruct! Lyrics

I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
But I 'kinda wanna die
I don't wanna be better
I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
Can you show me the love that I can't show myself

I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
But I 'kinda wanna die
I don't wanna be better
I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
Can you show me the love that I can't show myself

F*ck all that Prozac and f*ck all that shit
I never had any good medication
I wanna get better but I don't know how
I'm in a bus and I'm sitting with doubt
My heart been hurting I'm pouring it out
My girl say she love me and I don't know how
They tell me to smoke I cannot smoke it out
You 'proly should go, 'Ima let you down , aye

'Ima let you down
'Ima let you down
Let you know right now
'Ima let you down
'Ima let you down
Let you know right now, aye
Had another breakdown
Had another breakdown
Let you know right now, aye
Let you know right now, aye, yeh

I'm sorry I self destruct
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
I feel like giving it up
I'm sorry I self destruct
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
I feel like giving it up
I'm sorry I self destruct
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
I feel like giving it up

You say that you know, you don't know where I been
I've been away get the f*ck out my way
Put a smile on my face you don't know me for me
I got hate in my heart it's a f*cking disease
'Ima kill my old self seventeen
'Ima numb all the pain like morphine
Ain't nothing been the same since seventeen
You 'gon know how I feel when you can't sleep

I'm sorry I self destruct
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
I feel like giving it up
I'm sorry I self destruct
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
Sometimes I don't give a f*ck
I feel like giving it up

I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
But I 'kinda wanna die
I don't wanna be better
I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
Can you show me the love that I can't show myself

I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
But I 'kinda wanna die
I don't wanna be better
I was just looking for peace
I was just looking for you
I was just looking me
Can you show me the love that I can't show myself