Out for a Swim Video (MV)

I see your colors in my sky today, vibration numbs my feet
You asked all that you could from me, and I let you down so easily
In dreams that you would drown me, I'd be hanging by my feet
My lungs took the air for granted as they gave unto the sea
To this day I call your name out, you're the only one who knows
Just how real for me this pain is, just how deep the sickness goes

So I stepped into the water, begging vastness from the sea
And I know you loved it there, but I don't ever want to let you go
I lay you down now, water stifling your screams, pray to anyone who's listening
This is always where you needed to be

I started off as nothing, and I'm scared I'll always be
As concise as my resolve I'm still so easily deceived
The bitterness it changed me
And the loneliness it haunts, every restless toss and turn
Every f*cking waking thought

You glisten like a goddess
You take me like disease
You tremble like the Earth beneath my feet

So I stepped into the water, begging vastness from the sea
And I know you loved it there, but I don't ever want to let you go
I lay you down now, water stifling your screams, pray to anyone who's listening
This is always where you needed to be

Out for a swim