The darker the thoughts
The deeper I go
The more that I walk this road
A Gemini's heart
A Gemini's mind
And a Gemini's soul
The way that I feel
I can't let that be exposed
I always been real
That fake shit you can keep it bro
Got hate in my heart
Got hate in my mind
Got hate deep in my soul
Keeping it trapped
Cause if I don't I might explode
Understand that
I am on healing road
I seen
Psychopath intuitions
Alcoholic addictions
Spazzing out flipping
Childhood trauma
As an adult it's all hitting
Abuse from my momma
Now the energy shifted
Heated like in a sauna
The curse is now lifted
I am too gifted
All glory to God
I am invulnerable
Like I am a dreadnaught
A Gemini's heart
A Gemini's mind
And a Gemini's soul
The way that I feel
I can't let this be exposed
I always been real
That fake shit you can keep it bro
The way that I feel like I'm falling
I'm failing my own philosophy
I'm speaking these words
As if they're scripture
Or a prophecy
My mental is damaged
Can someone heal my psychology
Or am I too deep
I'm always thinking like I'm Socrates
Some see me as leader
I think I'm still a prodigy
How can I lead
When I can't fix what's inside me
Not tryna fit the fake standards of society
Honestly just want my parents proud of me.