Lu & Alex - Damages Lyrics

Yeah
Yeah
Uh huh
Well alright
Bring it back
One more time, one more time, one more time
Uh huh
Uh yeah yeah
Uh huh
Feel it?
Uh

I couldn't focus in class
I was thinking about making this cash
I was living too fast
Got so used to moving on from the past, that I never could accept where I'm at
Dead homies taught me life doesn't last
Mom taught me you don't know til you ask
So, don't ask what is under the mask
You couldn't handle it
I'm not even used to all my damages
Wish I could've learned early what damage is and managed it
Now, I'm in this cold world
Trynna turn my old girl back to ol' girl
She gone have to take my word for it
Now, the streets is talking and she heard bout it
Told her not to worry about it
Why you let 'em faze you?
They don't care about you
She say that they shouldn't have a reason to gossip
I'm the one who started this but can't do nothing to stop it
So, instead of owning up to the problem
I dug a deeper hole until I ended up at the bottom
Now, she yelling out "niggas ain't shit", and "every man trash"
Talking bout how she don't need a man to go and get a bag
There was once upon a time that she was proud to be my girl
Now, she don't trust anybody. It's just her against the world

I did some damage

Loved you more than I loved myself, and I said f*ck your feelings
That's when I proved to myself I ain't give a f*ck bout living
Death was knocking at my door, I almost let him in
But on the way to the door I tripped on these pills again
So f*ck it, call up my niggas, tonight we smoking on venom
And we downing that jack unless y'all want something expensive
This random calling my phone I told her I'm not in the mood
She always bringing her friends, and they got a bad attitude
I be out of my mind. I don't know how I be functioning
If I'm hitting your line at this time, I want more than company
These girls looking for love, well you ain't gone find it with me
I told you that from the jump so don't act surprised when I leave
I feel my heart getting harder. The doctor think I need therapy
I nod and I smile, but I know ain't nobody helping me
Man, my damage is deep, I may not ever recover
Misery is contagious, I passed it on to my lover
And now we both finna struggle
Now, we both finna suffer
We both making it worse by trynna get back at each other
And we don't care if it's healthy, we just know that we hurting
But if one thing's for certain it's that this shit isn't working
Girl, we should stop playing games
F*ck whatever they saying
Let's just go back to you and me, what we had was amazing
They only wanted us broken because they wanted a piece
I guess the first step of finding our love is finding our peace
Til then, we'll never be free