Throw some toxins, ease my mind
I'm so self-conscious deep inside
I need to slow down for a minute
Might take a look around for a minute, yeah
I'm so self-conscious, free my mind
Take a look in the crowd, they won't notice me
Try to crack a smile, they don't care for me
So I stay at home, let the music speak
Even though I'm grown, I act like a kid, dumb shit
Do what I wanna do, trap, soul, pop, rock
It gon' make your jaw drop
Flex, no
But I keep on pushing till my heart stop
Let go, f*ck a bitch
I don't need no company
Get gold, f*ck the rest
I'm head of my own company
But I still don't know if I'm gon' get it right
As to everything, there's more than one side to the story
Really, I'm just doing this shit to catch a vibe
Need a diamond chain, hail my name, I want glory
What you want
Give it some rest, man
Too far from being independent
Direct deposits make it easy for you
Lay it off, then what's the point
Throw some toxins, ease my mind
I'm so self-conscious deep inside
I need to slow down for a minute
Might take a look around for a minute, yeah
I'm so self-conscious, free my mind
F*ck that blow
I spend my cash on even dumber shit
This fashion drip, I'm sick of it
Rimowa bag, I don't need this
They know I'm glad I'm feeling it
I'm feeling sick and tired of all this sleep I get
Now why am I just wasting all this time
Say, I get back to it, true none of it
The path I took two years ago, I grabbed my hopes and ran with it
Pity that not even me myself could really stand with it
Forgive me for overthinking with every single chance I get
They frowning my pointless drinking
I'm drowning, the boat is sinking, I
Throw some toxins, ease my mind
I'm so self-conscious deep inside
I need to slow down for a minute
Might take a look around for a minute, yeah
I'm so self-conscious, free my mind