It's been so long
And still I know
That no one
Will ever love you
The way I did
The way I do
I don't know how
But this is true
I miss your lips
I miss your hands
I miss your feet
I miss your skin
I miss your love
Your support
I miss the way you
Fought for us
I miss those days
When we used to lay
Naked together
Just staring at each other
In our world
With no concerns
Lost for words
Embraced in love
I miss the times
When I scared you
With crazy ideas
An open heart
I miss the times
When I was dumb
I miss those days
You were a mom
A friend, a lover
The little girl
I'd protect forever
'Till the end of the world
I miss the feeling
Of protection
Security and affection
I loved when you called to know that I wasn't ready
For the test we'd have the next morning
I loved how you worried
I loved how it would
Set you crazy
To see I was lost
It sounds so selfish
Indeed it was
But I'll always say
It was all just love
I still kinda do it
To see if you still care
But you don't
And I know
That you won't care again
I've been so down
I've been so lost
But giving up
Is what hurts the most
Cause I dream of you
And I dream of us
Almost every night
And we don't deserve
I am drowning