I'll forever be the one who could've been
Like promises should be what they're meant to mean
You said you'd hold my hand
I told you that was a need
We had our own forever
But lost it to eternity
Fear was the feeling
I was so afraid
Don't know who you are now
I've lost myself today
Feel you spitting on me
Feel you running away
Feel you trying to be
Someone I would hate
Feel you spitting on me
Feel you running away
From yourself
I gave you who I am
I gave you who I'm not
Am I really that bad
Was I really that good
Yes I was
Because of you