Lucas Hardy - Brain Vacation Lyrics

I've been hating on my feelings
But the ones I understand
They try to drag me down
When I offer out my hand
And I never follow dreams
When I know I really can
For I am doomed to sabotage
Everything that I plan
Feel like I may drown
It is never fun
The clock keeps counting down
Four
Three
Two
One
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain
I've been self inflicting
Medicating but I feel the same
So why waste any more time
Walking the line when I know where it goes
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain
Maybe I should get away
Far from my own mental state
Instead of being present
While I disassociate
Practice getting better sleep
Trying not to stay up late
Setting woes on fire
Destroy parts of me I hate
It's not the way to go
Don't think that I don't know
Life's like a marathon
Count four
Three
Two
One
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain
I've been self inflicting
Medicating but I feel the same
So why waste any more time
Walking the line when I know where it goes
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain
I don't wanna deal with pain
I don't wanna deal with pain
Gotta get away
Gotta get away
Gotta get away
But I'm lost in my brain
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain
I've been self inflicting
Medicating but I feel the same
So why waste any more time
Walking the line when I know where it goes
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain
I've been self inflicting
Medicating but I feel the same
So why waste any more time
Walking the line when I know where it goes
I need a vacation from my brain
I don't wanna deal with pain